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When You’re Tired of Seeking
There comes a moment on the path when everything feels… tired. Not the body, but the soul. You’re not burned out from doing too much....

Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 63 min read


Why Knowing Is Not Enough
For years, I gathered spiritual knowledge like rare pearls. Scriptures. Quotes. Teachings. Concepts. I could explain nonduality. I could...

Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 53 min read


When Love Becomes Silence
In the beginning, I thought love was a feeling. Warmth. Sweetness. A glowing heart. A deep connection with another. Later, I thought it...

Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 53 min read


Why You Still Feel Separate — Even After Awakening
You had the experience. The veil lifted. The mind stopped. The world dissolved into golden light. There was no self. No other. Only This....

Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 43 min read


You Don’t Have to Feel Peaceful to Be Free
There are days when the body feels heavy. The mind stirs with old echoes. Sadness visits. Irritation rises. And still — I remain free....

Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 43 min read


The Seeker Must Vanish – Not Succeed
For years, I thought I was getting closer. Every retreat, every book, every practice… felt like progress. I was becoming more spiritual....

Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 33 min read


God Is Not Separate From You — The Illusion of Distance
For most of my life, I thought I was moving toward God. Through rituals, through mantras, through devotion, through longing… Every...

Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 34 min read


The Fire That Burns the False: What Grace Really Means
We all want Grace. But rarely do we recognize Her when She arrives. We imagine Grace as gentleness. Ease. A soft hand upon the shoulder....

Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 23 min read


Why Doesn’t God Answer Me When I Pray?
I’ve heard this question more times than I can count. I’ve lived it more times than I care to remember. There were moments in my life...

Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 23 min read


Why Do I Feel So Alone on This Path?
There’s a silence that fills your world when you begin to wake up. Not the serene kind— but the kind that echoes with absence. Your...

Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 13 min read


Why Do I Keep Having Spiritual Highs... and Then Crashing?
There was a time I felt on top of the world. Floating in peace. Radiating joy. Awake. Untouched. Free. Then, without warning, it...

Sukhdev Virdee
May 313 min read


I Want Awakening, But I’m Scared of Losing Myself
I hear this more than you’d expect. “I want to awaken… but I’m scared.” “Will I lose who I am?” “Will I stop caring about life?” “Will I...

Sukhdev Virdee
May 303 min read


Why Do I Feel So Alone on This Path?
There’s something no one warns you about on the spiritual path: The loneliness. Not just loneliness in the outer sense— but a deeper,...

Sukhdev Virdee
May 293 min read


I Understand Nonduality Intellectually. Why Do I Still Suffer?
I meet many seekers who say: “I’ve read the Upanishads.” “I understand Advaita Vedanta.” “I know the Self is all there is.” “I get that...

Sukhdev Virdee
May 282 min read


I Had a Glimpse of Truth… Why Did It Fade Away?
It comes unexpectedly. A moment where all seeking stops. The mind dissolves. Time disappears. And what remains is a boundless silence —an...

Sukhdev Virdee
May 273 min read


Why Can’t I Awaken No Matter How Hard I Try?
I see this question hidden in the eyes of many seekers: “Why can’t I awaken, no matter how much I meditate, study, or surrender?” You’ve...

Sukhdev Virdee
May 262 min read


The Seeker’s Paradox: Why Searching for Enlightenment Delays It
For years, I searched.I read every scripture, attended online satsangs, meditated for hours, and questioned every thought. I was hungry...

Sukhdev Virdee
May 252 min read


Why Most Meditation Practices Keep You Seeking
Meditation is often presented as the royal road to awakening. And for many, it’s a beautiful starting point. But here’s the surprising...

Sukhdev Virdee
May 221 min read


What is Enlightenment, Really? (It’s Not What You Think)
Ask ten seekers what enlightenment is, and you’ll get ten different answers. Some imagine glowing lights. Others think it means escaping...

Sukhdev Virdee
May 211 min read


The Real Meaning of “I Am” – A Gateway to the Self
Most of us say “I am” dozens of times a day.“ I am tired.” “I am confused.” “I am spiritual.” But have you ever paused and just said: “I...

Sukhdev Virdee
May 202 min read
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