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Spiritual Awakening & Realization
Insights and stories about the spiritual awakening process — including ego dissolution, breakthroughs, and integration on the path to Self-Realization.
The Cosmic Joke – Enlightenment: Now Available in 3 Easy Steps 😂 (Or Not)
Introducing the revolutionary new path to awakening! Guaranteed freedom. Zero effort. 100% ego-proof. Step 1: Watch 2 YouTube videos....
Sukhdev Virdee
Jul 163 min read
Is Awakening the End of Suffering?
Many seekers chase awakening because they believe it will finally put an end to all suffering. No more sadness. No more fear. No more...
Sukhdev Virdee
Jul 133 min read
What’s the Difference Between Realization and Enlightenment?
These words get tossed around often in spiritual circles: Realization. Enlightenment. Liberation. Self-Realization. God-Realization. They...
Sukhdev Virdee
Jul 113 min read
Why Do I Still Feel Separate Even After Awakening?
You’ve touched it. That clear, formless awareness. That silence behind the mind. That vastness which has no center. You’ve seen through...
Sukhdev Virdee
Jul 103 min read
What If I Don’t Feel Worthy of Awakening?
There’s a silent voice hidden deep in many seekers: “This is not for me. Maybe others will realize Truth, but not me. I’m too flawed. Too...
Sukhdev Virdee
Jul 63 min read
Why Does the Ego Keep Coming Back?
You’ve had the insight. You’ve touched silence. You’ve rested in the deep stillness of Presence. Then… the ego returns. It’s back with...
Sukhdev Virdee
Jul 33 min read
Awakening Is Not an Escape from Life
Some seekers come to Truth with a secret hope: that it will relieve them of the weight of being human. That awakening will erase pain,...
Sukhdev Virdee
Jul 23 min read
You Don’t Need to Be Perfect to Awaken
The mind says: “First heal all your wounds. Fix your habits. Purify your karma. Then, maybe then, you’ll be worthy of Truth.” But the...
Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 223 min read
Why Doesn’t Self-Realization Last?
You had a glimpse. The world vanished. You were no longer separate. There was only Presence… still, silent, infinite. But then… You came...
Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 213 min read
Why Am I Afraid to Let Go of Control?
Control is the last mask the ego wears. You can renounce desires, disown identities, detach from relationships, but still hold tightly to...
Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 203 min read
Why Am I Still Suffering After Awakening?
It happens more often than we think. A seeker wakes up— sees the truth of no-self, touches the stillness of Presence, realizes that all...
Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 183 min read
You’re Not Stuck. You’re Ripening.
There comes a time when the path seems to vanish. When all the insights you once clung to begin to lose their shine. When silence grows...
Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 153 min read
Why You Can’t Make Yourself Awaken
You’ve read the books. Listened to the masters. Practiced the meditations. Chanted the mantras. Sat in silence for hours. But still,...
Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 143 min read
When Silence Begins to Teach You
In the beginning, I sat in silence to find peace. Now, I sit in silence because it speaks louder than words. Silence has become the Guru....
Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 133 min read
The Pull Toward God You Can’t Explain
Some seekers come to Truth through suffering. Others come through longing. There’s a kind of ache—soft, unexplainable, almost romantic....
Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 123 min read
How Do I Know If This Is Real?
It’s a question I hear often. And I understand it deeply. “How do I know this is Real?” “How do I know this is not just the mind?” “How...
Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 113 min read
The Fear of Disappearing: Why Awakening Feels Like Dying
There comes a moment, often unspoken, where the spiritual seeker gets close enough to the edge of Truth— and panic sets in. It’s not a...
Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 83 min read
Why Do I Keep Forgetting Who I Am?
It happens quietly. You have a glimpse—so clear, so vast. You are Presence. Awareness. Untouched. And then… You’re arguing with someone....
Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 83 min read
Why Is God Silent When I Call?
I remember the nights I cried out to God. Not in devotion. In desperation. “Where are You?” “Why won’t You answer me?” “Don’t You see I’m...
Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 73 min read
The Illusion of “I’m Not There Yet”
There’s a quiet suffering I see in almost every seeker. It’s not loud. It doesn’t scream. It whispers… all day long. “I’m not there yet.”...
Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 63 min read
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