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"I Am Consciousness" – A Journey from Seeker to Enlightened Master
What if your yearning to find God wasn’t a detour from your worldly life—but the very fire that would purify it? What if the one asking...

Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 233 min read


You Don’t Need to Be Perfect to Awaken
The mind says: “First heal all your wounds. Fix your habits. Purify your karma. Then, maybe then, you’ll be worthy of Truth.” But the...

Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 223 min read


Why Doesn’t Self-Realization Last?
You had a glimpse. The world vanished. You were no longer separate. There was only Presence… still, silent, infinite. But then… You came...

Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 213 min read


Why Am I Afraid to Let Go of Control?
Control is the last mask the ego wears. You can renounce desires, disown identities, detach from relationships, but still hold tightly to...

Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 203 min read


God Cannot Be Found Through the Mind
You can study the scriptures, memorize verses, argue about truth, analyze the Vedas, chant sacred syllables… and still miss God entirely....

Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 193 min read


Why Am I Still Suffering After Awakening?
It happens more often than we think. A seeker wakes up— sees the truth of no-self, touches the stillness of Presence, realizes that all...

Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 183 min read


The Voice Inside You Is Not Who You Are
There is a voice inside your head. It narrates, judges, warns, compares, plans, regrets. It speaks in your language. It wears your...

Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 173 min read


God Hides in the Very Thing You’re Avoiding
We pray to God. We call out for freedom. We ask for love, for truth, for peace. And when life sends us a silence too long, a heartbreak...

Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 173 min read


You’re Not Stuck. You’re Ripening.
There comes a time when the path seems to vanish. When all the insights you once clung to begin to lose their shine. When silence grows...

Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 153 min read


Why You Can’t Make Yourself Awaken
You’ve read the books. Listened to the masters. Practiced the meditations. Chanted the mantras. Sat in silence for hours. But still,...

Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 143 min read


When Silence Begins to Teach You
In the beginning, I sat in silence to find peace. Now, I sit in silence because it speaks louder than words. Silence has become the Guru....

Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 133 min read


The Pull Toward God You Can’t Explain
Some seekers come to Truth through suffering. Others come through longing. There’s a kind of ache—soft, unexplainable, almost romantic....

Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 123 min read


How Do I Know If This Is Real?
It’s a question I hear often. And I understand it deeply. “How do I know this is Real?” “How do I know this is not just the mind?” “How...

Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 113 min read


Why God Doesn’t Speak in Words
For years, I waited for God to speak. I thought a voice would thunder through the clouds. Or a dream would carry divine messages. Or...

Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 103 min read


Why Can’t I Let Go of Control?
Control is seductive. It promises safety. It gives the illusion of certainty. It whispers, “If you just try harder, everything will...

Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 93 min read


The Fear of Disappearing: Why Awakening Feels Like Dying
There comes a moment, often unspoken, where the spiritual seeker gets close enough to the edge of Truth— and panic sets in. It’s not a...

Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 83 min read


Why Do I Keep Forgetting Who I Am?
It happens quietly. You have a glimpse—so clear, so vast. You are Presence. Awareness. Untouched. And then… You’re arguing with someone....

Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 83 min read


Is It Love, Or Is It Attachment?
For a long time, I didn’t know the difference. What I called love was often a beautifully disguised form of fear. Fear of losing. Fear of...

Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 73 min read


Why Is God Silent When I Call?
I remember the nights I cried out to God. Not in devotion. In desperation. “Where are You?” “Why won’t You answer me?” “Don’t You see I’m...

Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 73 min read


The Illusion of “I’m Not There Yet”
There’s a quiet suffering I see in almost every seeker. It’s not loud. It doesn’t scream. It whispers… all day long. “I’m not there yet.”...

Sukhdev Virdee
Jun 63 min read
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